No one was posing. No one was sucking in their stomach. No one was comparing.
She stopped checking her reflection in every dark window. She bought jeans that fit instead of jeans that flattened. She danced at a friend’s wedding without once apologizing for her arms. When a coworker made a diet comment, Emma simply said, “I don’t talk about my body that way anymore.” Calm Soviet Museum Series Purenudism 2013
That was the first shock. The second came when Emma realized she had been sitting for twenty minutes without once thinking about her own thighs. She was too busy noticing how the light hit the water, how the trees smelled after rain, how a child’s laughter echoed off the hills. No one was posing
She saw a man in his seventies with a long scar down his back, swimming slow and easy. She saw a young woman with a double mastectomy, laughing as she tossed a ball to a dog. She saw stretch marks, bellies, uneven breasts, hairy legs, bald heads, prosthetic limbs, psoriasis, burns, birthmarks, and bodies that had clearly borne children, grief, illness, joy, and time. She stopped checking her reflection in every dark window