Conversations With Friends -

In one of the most devastating scenes, Nick tells Frances he loves her. Frances’ internal reaction is violent and emotional, but her external response is a flat: "Okay."

But it is real .

But is this book just about two college students sleeping with a married couple? Or is it something much stranger, sharper, and more honest? Conversations with Friends

Here is why Conversations with Friends deserves to be read not as a prelude to Normal People , but as a masterpiece of performance anxiety. Meet Frances. She is 21 years old, a talented poet, a performer, and a walking contradiction. She has endometriosis, she is financially scraping by, and she has an almost pathological need to seem unbothered. In one of the most devastating scenes, Nick

This stylistic choice mimics the experience of anxiety. The line between what is real (spoken) and what is internal (thought) blurs. Frances lives so much in her head that she sometimes forgets to actually live in the room. Conversations with Friends is not a comfortable read. Frances is prickly, self-destructive, and often unfair to the people who love her. Nick is frustratingly passive. The ending is ambiguous. Or is it something much stranger, sharper, and more honest

If you picked up Sally Rooney’s debut novel, Conversations with Friends , expecting a lighthearted romp through Dublin’s literary scene, you probably found yourself putting it down to stare at the wall for twenty minutes. You aren’t alone.

If you loved Normal People for the longing, you will love Conversations with Friends for the intellectual bruising. Just don’t expect anyone to save anyone else. In Rooney’s world, we are all just trying to have a conversation, even when we don’t know the words.