Empowered Feminist Trained To Be An Object - Mi... -

Some nights she caught herself in the window’s reflection—perfectly angled, waiting for an appraisal that hadn’t yet arrived—and felt a surge of rage so clean it could fuel a city. Other nights, the rage collapsed into a smaller, uglier question: What if the training worked? What if I’m most powerful when I’m most object-like?

She was trained to be a mirror—reflecting what others needed to see. Empowered feminist trained to be an object - mi...

Empowerment, she learned, could wear the mask of submission. “Choose to be looked at,” the coaches said. “Then it’s not objectification; it’s agency .” So she worked twice as hard. Feminist theory by day. Posture, pout, and performance by night. Her mind grew sharp as a scalpel; her body learned to go soft on command. Some nights she caught herself in the window’s

She remembered a line from a forgotten zine: “The master’s tools will never dismantle the master’s house.” But what if the master’s tools are the only ones she was given? What if she’s a hammer that learned to see itself as a nail? She was trained to be a mirror—reflecting what

But she’s still here. Still reading. Still marching. Still catching her reflection and, once in a while, winking at the woman inside the object, because that woman—sharp, soft, furious, trained—is the only one who knows the whole story.

And yet.