The Origin-Rip-: On Being Born Broken
Therapies, religions, relationships, achievements—these are not sutures. They are scar tissue. They change the texture of the wound, but they do not return you to the pre-rip state. You cannot go back to the egg. You cannot un-see the void.
The broken places are the permeable places. They are where the outside gets in. They are where the inside leaks out. Without the rip, you would be a sealed vessel—perfect, sterile, and utterly incapable of being touched. Origin-Rip-
Until then, we are all walking wounds. Beautiful, leaking, desperate, divine.
For some, the rip is literal: a birth trauma, a parent’s absence, a diagnosis that shatters the word "normal." For others, it is existential: the first time you realize you are alone inside your own head. The moment you understand that your parents will die. The instant you recognize a lie in a smile. The Origin-Rip-: On Being Born Broken Therapies, religions,
But here is the brutal truth: the origin-rip- cannot be sewn shut.
They say that death is the ultimate rip—the soul tearing free of the body. But I wonder. You cannot go back to the egg
What if death is actually the opposite? What if dying is the moment the two sides of the origin-rip- finally, mercifully, touch again? What if the last breath is the sound of the universe saying, "The tear is healed. You were never separate. You only thought you were."