Siddhartha Hermann Hesse -

His greatest wound was his son. The boy, raised in the soft wealth of the city, hated the hut, the ferry, the old men. He ran away. Siddhartha’s heart bled raw. He chased the boy in his mind for months, suffering the love that he had once despised as a chain. But the river, which knew everything, had also known this. It showed him that his own father had once stood by a different river, watching young Siddhartha run away to become a samana. The pain was the same. The love was the same. The circle was the same.

And he had grown tired. So tired, that the only honest thing left was to walk to this river and sink. siddhartha hermann hesse

“Look,” he said. “This stone is a stone. But it is also an animal. It is also a god. It is also a Buddha. I do not love it because it will one day become something else. I love it because it is a stone. Because it appears to me, at this moment, just as a stone.” His greatest wound was his son

He had once called the world flawed, a veiled illusion to be escaped. Now, he sat on the damp clay bank of a wide, slow river. The same river he had crossed years ago, a young, sharp-eyed ascetic who had spat upon the material world. Siddhartha’s heart bled raw